Monday, April 22, 2013

Sefirah - A Lesson in Addiction Recovery

Whilst conquering an unhealthy habit or obsession, a newly resolute individual must meticulously avoid all known triggers. He must actively step away from his addiction, and avoid its presence until purged of its manipulative influence. Once strong enough, however, the individual must face his dependency so that he will truly defeat it and fully recover.
In Egypt, the Jewish people sunk to the lowest levels of immorality. After two hundred ten years under Egyptian influence, they led a depraved lifestyle with all sorts of hedonistic addictions. Just forty-nine days after their exodus, the Jewish nation managed to pull itself from the Egyptian mire and reach the pinnacle of elevation. It was ready to get the Torah.
The Jewish people were able to transform so significantly, because they had forty-nine days of sefirah, counting, before receiving the Torah. The word sefirah can also mean a beautiful sapphire gem, and as they counted each day in anticipation of the Torah, the Jews polished their natures until they shone with refinement.
Anything written in the Torah has a practical implication, and the journey from Egypt to Sinai is a lesson on addiction recovery and personality refinement. Upon leaving the shackles of addiction, we must completely stay away from that which had enslaved us. This is why Pesach celebrates the abstention from all leaven; the riddance of self-inflation and indulgence.
After a week of sefirah and working on our personalities, we can slowly reintroduce chametz, leaven, albeit in a healthy way; a positive self-esteem, courage to stand up for your convictions, etc. We continue transforming our once evil traits one by one until we reach Shavuot, a holiday where leaven is so refined that it is celebrated by offering two leaven loaves on the holy alter.